Ironico, en lo que la vida se transforma al pasar los dias.

Incoherente son las acciones, inexplicables las razones.

zutto ooki na yume wo daite taisetsu ni nemuru...
...dareka no kotoba de mezamete toki no itazura de

Don't stop me. Because it's got to be done...
Jesus, please forgive me for the sins... -that I'll commit-

kanadete kimi wo sasou doko made mo aru kurai sora no you ni
karameta yubi de asobu kirisaita oto ga mata yurenagara tokashita

"daraku no kotoba wo kikasete karada no naka ni made"

Don't stop me. Because it's got to be done...
Jesus, please forgive me for the sins

hakanaku kareru omoi me wo aketa mama donna yume wo miru no?
rasen ni okasareteiku haritsuita uso ga tada kimi dake wo mitashite

kodoku ni fusagaretemo nukedashite mata jiyuu ni naru made
negai wa doko made demo oimotome obore kanawanakute mo sagashite...

"daraku no kotoba wo kikasete kimitachi...... ni... ma....... de..."

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Bye bye ~~

Cold
Lying in my bed
Staring into darkness

Lost
I hear footsteps overhead
And my thoughts return
Again

Like a child who's run away
And won't be coming back
Time keeps passing by
As night turns into day

I'm so far away
And so alone
I need to see your face
To keep me sane
To make we whole

Try to stay alive
Until I hear your voice
I'm gonna lose my mind
Someone tell me why
I chose this life
This superficial lie
Constant compromise
Endless sacrifice

Pain
It saddens me to know
The helplessness you feel
Your light
Shines on my soul
While a thousand candles
Burn

Outside this barren room
The rain is pouring down
The emptiness inside
Is growing deeper still

You're so far away
And so alone
You long for love's embrace
To keep you sane
To make you whole

Try to stay alive
Until I hear your voice
I'm gonna lose my mind

Someone tell me why
I chose this life
This superficial lie
Constant compromise
Endless sacrifice

Moments wasted
Isolated
Time escaping
Endless sacrifice

Moments wasted
Isolated
Time escaping
Endless sacrifice

Over the distance
We try to make sense
Of surviving together
While living apart

Striving for balance
We rise to the challenge
Of staying connected
In spite of circumstance

All you've forsaken
And all that you've done
So that I could live out
This undying dream

Won't be forgotten
Or taken for granted
I'll always remember
Your endless sacrifice

Moments wasted
Isolated
Time escaping
Endless sacrifice

Moments wasted
Isolated
Time escaping
Endless sacrifice

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Why do I feel so lonely? tell me why!?

tengo sueño..



quisiera poder dormir durante muchas horas
y que el cansancio de los ojos al mantenerlos cerrados
hagan que se abran... por el simple placer de observar
el sol que brilla...



sueño u.u son las 2:30AM y me muero de tuto mas dolor de cabeza D:


shaludosh a los gais

Misunderstood

Waiting
In the calm of desolation
Wanting to break
From this circle of confusion

Sleeping
In the depths of isolation
Trying to wake
From this daydream of illusion

How can I feel abandoned even when the world surrounds me
How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me
How can I know so many
Never really knowing anyone

If I seem superhuman
I have been
Misunderstood

It challenges the essence of my soul
And leaves me in a state of disconnection
As I navigate the maze of self control

Playing a lion being led to a cage
I turn from a thief to a beggar
From a god to God save me

How can I feel abandoned even when the world surrounds me
How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me
How can I know so many
Never really knowing anyone

If I seem superhuman
I have been
Misunderstood

Playing a lion being led to a cage
I turn from surreal to seclusion
From love to disdain
From belief to delusion
From a thief to a beggar
From a god to God save me

How can I feel abandoned even when the world surrounds me
How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me
How can I know so many
Never really knowing anyone

If I seem superhuman
I have been
Misunderstood